you say you dont see any wrong in whatever you did. perhaps to you, it's not wrong. but, it's socially unacceptable (just like smoking and drugs) if i heard it from people who hated you, i will not believe. cus i told you before, i believe in you, not rumours. but now, i hear it from people who bear no trace of grudge against you. how can i believe it's just a rumour, that i should trust you. cus all fingers are pointing at you, people caught you red handed. how can you expect me to still be as close to you as before, to see you in the same light, to treat you like we used to be.

okay, maybe i'm just not as open as you.
but still, i cant accept it.

hopefully time will heal all.

but its difficult for me to bring myself to be like before.

i'm sorry,
i'm a lousy _friend.